it was the same of me .feeling guilty when you stayed away for me . staying in cave was not couluction keept your name in my mind....... tolong lanjutkan cerit

I felt wrong because you left me alone. I felt anger and my blood rose from the tip of my finger to every nerve and vessel in my brain until i felt like my head could massively explode, and i felt useless. Useless for making you far from me, useless for not being able to forgive myself even though i was completely aware that this unfortunate situation was not only because of me and my selfish thought. I chuckled. Was it wrong for a girl to ask for more affection and attention from her own spouse, not anyone else? Was it so wrong for you that you left me in this never-ending terror of guilt?
I saw it. This morning you were driving me to work. The moment you put your hand on the steering wheel i saw something which made me feel broken and disappointed. I know i shouldn't be feeling this because you told me that you only ever loved me, no other girl but me. But i couldn't help it. I stayed quiet. My eyes were glued to it. My mind was crowded with thousands of useless thoughts. Should i ask him why he had it? Where did he have it? Who did he secretly tie himself with? None of those came out of course. But then you finally asked me, what happened. I said nothing and looked out at the window. "He is going to say it.", i thought. "He is going to break up with me. He's going to leave me alone", i hold my breath and one bud of tear started to roll. Then, he stopped the car. I aimlessly looked at him and he looked back at me. He held my hands, and i gave them out to him. "I know you've seen it.", he said. "What? Your ring?", i tried my best to sound all natural and preppy, but i failed at it horribly. My voice sounded hoarse, rude perhaps. He inhaled his words, and finally opened up his hands. He still planted his deep vision on me.  
"Just say it. Just say that you want to broke up with me"
"I'm sorry, i just can't do this anymore."

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